i don’t want to be a burden anymore
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You call me dumb, lazy, ugly and annoying. I hate my personality, I hate my face. You used to stop there. Now you call me fat but i dont care so you point out my cellulite, how big my ass is getting, how my stomach looks weird now. I still don’t care but, unlike high school bullies, that doesnt stop you. Every day you point out my “flaws” and you wont stop until I’m insecure about everything about myself
why do I have memory gaps? why do I forget things so easily? why do I feel like I’m delusional, like anything I see or feel isn’t real and isn’t there? why do I feel like I’m always lying? what happened? why don’t I remember it?
me (cleaning up): holds knife
intrusive thoughts: what if-
me: ok edgelord we get it what if i slit my wrists right now can we please just focus
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i am disgusting